I’m not Scared

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What the H*LL is wrong with me?!

Maybe I just know that I’m up for the task at hand.

Maybe I’ve finally got my ultimate competition game face on.

(I plan to wear this during dressage.)

Maybe I haven’t walked the cross country course yet (I haven’t.)

If anything looks like this I’m going home

Maybe it’s all that xanax I took before I got here.

Just Kidding.

But seriously.

In the past, the knee-knocking, stomach-flipping, and out-right-terror would start before I even loaded my trusty steed in the trailer.

This time.

Nothing.

I’m almost worried I won’t like it, if I’m not scared sh*tless………………..

Isn’t the massive endorphin release what keeps us coming back to this insane sport??

BUT……………..

check back with me after I actually walk my cross country course. The terror may have set in by then.

Maybe I’ve completely lost it, and because I’ve completely lost it – I just don’t know it.
Isn’t that the difference between crazy people and not crazy people?
The really crazy ones don’t know they are crazy!

Now that I think about it………………………

I’ve done some pretty crazy things this week.
Last night I went to the store to buy food for the weekend. I was thinking it was a waste of money because there was no way I will actually be able to eat anything. Nerves do not equal a happy tummy for me…….

So, thinking what I could possibly eat that would be soothing and that I just couldn’t live without for my first competition at Prelim……………

This is what I came up with.

Yes, zebra cakes. Really.

I’m rather partial to zebras and even owned one (well 1/2 of one), that’s me & ZJ.

He was 1/2 Zebra 1/2 Horse – they call them Zorses

Just take my word for it. Though stripes are VERY cool, it wasn’t worth it.

Zebra cakes…………..sheesh…………………

I’m not scared.

The actual program cover!!!

I’m not scared.

I’m not scared.

OK, well maybe a little bit.

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